The Ex that won’t go away [ALLY]

I know this topic seems redundant on my end, and you’re right, it probably is. But…I just have to get this last conversation piece off of my chest.

My ex-boyfriend, will not disappear.

I’ve tried everything. I’ve deleted him from social media, blocked him from my phone, and I’ve even steered clear when driving around The Fan and visiting my best friend at our (my) old apartment. I’ve been doing well.

But for whatever reason, he just won’t go away.

This topic honestly makes me cry, every time I think about it. Because it’s awful. What he did to me was awful, we all get that. I know I deserve better. I get that. We’ve been broken up for 8 months now. Life has moved on and life has been amazing since he has been gone. (My life is basically like that Kelly Clarkson song, Since You’ve Been Gone.)

But then…on Sunday…I walk outside, and who is standing there. He is. Good ole Joey, boy. Just hanging out. We had it out and that was that.

Today…I walk outside to take my dog to the bathroom, and who is walking across the street? Well…of course…there he is again. This time I didn’t say anything. I pretended like I didn’t see him, let my dog pee, and turned around and walked back inside. Left him just standing there looking like an idiot.

My question is: Why won’t he leave me alone? Whenever he gets bored and lonely, he always comes back. I’ve had my car keyed, and everything else. My locks have been changed thankfully, but still…he’s like a fly that just won’t shoo. I’ve decided though, that I won’t let him ruin my life. I won’t let him scare me away from The Fan. I love The Fan, and I have plenty of exes and various other people I don’t like seeing running around that I do a very good job at ignoring.

But seriously…move on…

End Rant.

– ALLY

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